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Welcome to the Manda Loses His Shit Over The Wanderer Trailer
Okay okay so like, Kuni's past actually heavily parallel's Jeanne's in a sense and I am screaming and thriving.
So when Jeanne was a child, her house had been burned down, much like how Kuni had set ablaze the house the child he was friends with when he died. Jeanne, as an adult, burns down the remains of her childhood home when she finally breaks over many many years of repressing her emotions and how she truly felt about her own situation, much like how Kuni had snapped and burned the child's home down and had similar thoughts like his
While in the moment it feels good, it doesn't fix the hurt...
In this moment, Kuni is reflecting on his life up to this point. He feels like he shouldn't have been born, considering for pretty much his whole life he feels as though he hasn't had a purpose. When Jeanne snaps, she has thoughts like this as well. Let's be real, Jeanne has chronic middle child syndrome, especially when she compares how her life turned out compared to her point of view on how her older and younger sisters' lives turned out. She's resentful that they've found their purpose and that she's just stuck. She honestly wishes that she didn't exists and feels like the world would be better off without her.
And that brings me to when Kuni confronts his past. In all his years alive, for most of it he wandered without a purpose. Did he really wish for death? Did he really think his purpose was to be dead? And that brings us back to little miss Jeanne Ardelean...
The two meet when Jeanne is having the exact moment he had all those years ago. Snapping then when things settled, feeling empty and without a purpose. He sees this fellow lost soul and feels... compelled in a sense to reach out. Maybe it would be worth it to open up, even if it's just a little... Even though he's afraid of trusting again, afraid that another promise would be broken, afraid that him reaching out wouldn't matter in the end, he can't help it. He can't just sit by when he sees a person who reminds him so painfully of himself broken down, seeing someone in the exact moment of weakness he had and wonder, could he really want to see someone go down the same path he wandered down? Could he watch someone else destroy themself in order to find a "purpose"? Maybe... Just maybe... He could make a difference and help another lost wanderer go down a better path...
Art by @kobble-arts
#dyhgsfuyer anyway i'm normal#the librarian gushes#ship: tell me that i'm not lost#all who wander are not lost#jeanne ardelean (gi)#but yeah basically a big part of the story behind this ship is the parallels of how scara went down the path of destruction and revenge#and found it only to be hollow and meaningless#and how jeanne is starting down that path and how he could potentially change it#he almost fails by the way <3 cause when they meet at first he still kinda wants to watch the world burn so he indulges her anger a little#as a treat <3
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I can't do much cause Very Tired After Work (TM), but here's a quick little fic I wrote for Kuni's birthday~
#hey now yall can see the name i chose for him--#ship: tell me that i'm not lost#all who wander are not lost#data log: manda writes
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#linkshipping#ravioli ship#raviolink#linkxlink#link x link#legend of zelda link#legend of zelda ravio#loz link#loz ravio#a link between worlds#a link between worlds link#a link between worlds ravio#the adventure of link#taol link#NES link#Lost Woods AU#I tried something new - maybe it looks good maybe it doesn't#but at least I tried it!#I like drawing people annoying Ravio-Link can you tell#someone asked on a previous image with downfall members if they were just one big 'trauma polycule'#and that has been living in my head rent free since#you're telling me I'm onto something? I think YOU'RE onto something
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reasons to ship Tiana (tam and biana) <3
@innereverblaze You asked to be convinced on which ship (Tiana or Dexiana) you should ship, and I am here convincing you to ship Tiana. This is also there for anyone else wondering why I ship Tiana or why YOU should ship Tiana. Thank you.
*cracks neck* Okay lets do this
Tiana is the pairing between Tam and Biana, and their ship is AMAZINGGG. These are just a few of the tropes in their ship
Grumpy/sunshine
Opposites Attract
Emo/Bright
Introvert/Extrovert
Popular/Outcast
These are their main tropes, though there are a ton of other smaller tropes too! (Ex: Rain/Sunshine, Sun/Moon, Talks A Lot/Will Listen (for me, I hc that that one can go for both).
Moving on to moments in the book; it's a fact that all the boys (Dex, Keefe, and Fitz) had/has a crush on Sophie. One after another, they each picked Sophie. All three of them. But, when we meet Tam, instead of falling for Sophie like the others, he notices Biana. The moment being when Keefe says, "The Foster Fan club is closed" or something like that, Tam blushes says he isn't interested, then proceeding to glance at Biana,which shows that he may be interested in Biana, not Sophie. He doesn't like Sophie right away like the others did, he sees Biana and he likes Biana. And Biana has always had a problem, not being noticed or seen. She was the 3rd child of a famous family; Alvar was the oldest and already doing great things (to their knowledge), and Fitz was a super powerful Telepath. And she was just Biana, at the time. When people saw her, it was for her status or her brother. And when Sophie came along (wanna be clear that I'm not blaming Sophie; forever a Sophie stan), everyone started to talk about Sophie, including her own brother and former crush. Now it seemed like one of the few parts of recognition she got was given to Sophie, the mysterious and multi-abilities girl with humorous talent, and everyone was thinking about her. And then we meet Tam. Like I said before, Tam takes interest into Biana. Before the crew officially meets Tam and Linh, Tam contacts Biana this time, to contact the others. He could've chosen any of the others, expect he chose Biana. And since then, he's always been Biana > Sophie.
And Biana does similar to Tam. When Sophie and Fitz go to visit Tam and Linh in the beginning of the book during Lodestar, they come back and Biana complains, saying that they were lucky and this implies that she wanted to see Tam again too. Later in the book, when Sophie, Dex, Fitz, and Biana go to visit Wylie, they spot Tam reading in the sitting area, and Biana changes her mind and goes to sit next to Tam. She smiles, and then says, I quote, "Plus, I haven't seen you in forever!" Note the fact that she says "you," not "you and Linh." Biana was excited to see Tam again that she decided to say there with him instead of doing what their original objective was. Tam replies to this, smiling shyly. After all, no one has ever wanted to be with him before. He was a twin and a shade as a child, and both were taken as bad things, so he probably was very alone as a child, with no friends or anyone other than Linh to talk too. But now, he sees Biana wanting to talk to him, choosing to sit down and catch up, saying upfront that she missed him. None of the other people in the group have really directly talked to Tam before (for the whole series, if I may add) that isn't for Neverseen or Black Swan related purposes. Continuing on, Tam replies to Biana (again, smiling shyly), "I hear we'll be seeing more of each other soon." (That could be recognized as flirting but I don't think Tam knows what flirting is during this moment of time so it's probably not). This suggests that he is actually excited and eager to see Biana more often, and as we know form Tam, he doesn't that excited often. From these moments and interactions, we can confirm that both Biana and Tam, ever since first meeting, find interest in each other and want to learn more about the other and want to see each other more, are are excited when they get to be together.
There are another handful of moments in Lodestar between them, but there are two more that stand out to me the most. (Three, technically). One is the oh so famous scene when the group is at the Exilium training area, and they're talking about Marella, and the Biana points out that Marella is staring at Tam. There are a few other comments by the others. Tam himself is surprised, by this, and simply says "Okay" and lets the topic go. Biana, however, does not. She says something along the lines of, "Okay? That's it? That's all you have to say?" implying that she's shocked that Tam doesn't have another say on this, and he starts blushing at Biana questions, since they hint that she's eager to know what he really thinks. This can also be seen as possibly jealousy; She sees Marella staring at Tam, and giving him a flirty smile; she'd want to know if Tam finds her cute in return, or that he might be interested in her, and the thought of that makes her jealous. Tam is saved from responding, because Linh speaks up and says "He doesn't like her. He likes brunettes." She says this smirking, and directing it at Biana. This may mean that she's trying to subtly tell Biana that Tam finds her cute, or pretty. Tam then says, "Gross, why do you know that?" Note that he isn't denying it. He isn't saying that he doesn't like them, he's asking why Linh knows this. Linh then says, "Because you aren't as sly as you think you are." This could mean that Linh has noticed how Tam acts around Biana. She noticed how he looked at her in Neverseen after being asked about joining the Foster Fan Club, then denying it. Maybe Tam has looked at Biana other times that weren't noticed by Sophie, but by Linh.
Another moment is when Biana tells Sophie that she and Tam found something in the Silver Towers. Sophie asks what she meant by her and Tam, since to Sophie's knowledge, only Tam was was working there, and Biana explains that she went to visit Tam early that day. This suggests that Biana wanted to see Tam again. As I said earlier, Biana was and is eager to see Tam again, and this is another moment being proof of it. Along with this bit, Tam had to spend hours in the Silvers Towers per day, so that means that Biana got to spend hours alone with Tam, and they probably had learned much more about each other and had gotten closer. Later, when they're in the Silver Towers, Biana says to Tam, I quote, "Go on. Show them how cool you are." Tam blushes at this. As the statement says, Biana thinks Tam cool, and that matches up with Biana wanting to spend more time with him. This is also another time Biana has complimented him (she once complimented him about his ability in Neverseen ,calling it an 'anti-vanish'). Tam is insecure about ability, hence likely being judge a lot as a kid and his parents being disgusted, and with Biana constantly telling him its impressive and cool, he starts to feel less bad about it and left insecure.
There are a few more moments in Lodestar, but for now I shall be moving onto Nightfall, quite possibly the book with the most Tiana moments, and I'll be doing them in bullet points so I don't have to write anymore paragraphs so it'll be easier for you to read. (Hence there are a lot, we'll be doing the biggest and my personal favorites)
Nightfall Moments (With page numbers)
On page 217, when Forkle takes about sending Tam and Linh back into Foxfire, Biana squeals and gets excited, saying that they'd see each other more, hang out during study hall and team up in PE. This is another moment showing that Biana gets happy and excited at the thought of spending more time with Tam.
Page 384, when Sophie, Fitz, Tam, Biana, Livvy and Grady are in the Forbidden Cities, Biana points out that a bunch of girls are staring at Tam. This is similar to what she did when Marella was looking at Tam.
Page 387, Biana tells Sophie that she and Tam didn't find anything in Candleshade; Candleshade is big, with hundreds of floors; it would take hours and many days to search, so that would mean that Biana and Tam would have spent even more time together, just the two of them alone. Again. Multiply times. During these times, they've definitely have gotten much closer and know much more about each other. (At this point, I feel like they've definitely gotta a crush on each other.)
Page 397; when Biana, Sophie and Tam are talking about what they should wear when sneaking into Nightfall, Sophie says "What about Tam?" and Biana replies saying that he'll be alright if he "ditches his shirt." This implies that Biana wants to see what Tam looks like without a shirt on; this is also likely Biana subtly flirting with Tam. Tam is embarrassed, and says that he'll get cold, ever the oblivious.
Page 442; Marella says that Biana is possessive of her brother, and Biana replies that she isn't possessive, and that she doesn't like it girls use her to get to her brother, since to them, Fitz is the best looking boy in the school. She then says to Tam, "Linh must know how that feels." And that suggests that Biana thinks that it is very good looking, or just as good looking as Fitz, and that a lot of girls would go up to Linh because they would want to get closer to Tam. This again, could be Biana subtly flirting.
Page 447; I feel like people sleep on this one a lot. It's when they're trying to figure out where to put Alvar after finding him in Nightfall. Tam says that Choralmere could work, since it be unexpected and the Neverseen wouldn't expect it. It's basically Tam subtly saying to Biana "I'll bring your almost dead brother to my abusive home for you even if I really don't want to go see my parents and house again but it okay because your more important and I care about you."
Pages 451-452; Possibly the most underrated Tiana moment in the series, and it's when Tam and Biana talk about the the cruelty of Tam and Linh's parents, and what their parents did to the them. Biana brings up how screwed society is, and how she feels bad about how her life is/was almost perfect, and that it's that way because of the "Vacker Legacy." She said that she wished she could like others in bad situations, like in the one Tam and Linh were in. Tam comforts her, telling her that she doesn't need to feel bad, saying that it wasn't her fault. He said that she didn't know how bad the world was, that not a lot of people do. This makes Biana feel a lot better, thanks to Tam. (Not gonna lie, Sophie third wheeled in this scene.)
Page 457; Another minor one, but while they were talking about Alvar, Biana's eyes start to tear up and she moves to go look at the portrait of Tam. She was in a room full of art, with many pieces and decorations, yet she decided to look at the painting of Tam.
Page 474; This is my favorite moment in the series (I made a post about it, you should check it out!). It's when Tam stops and notices that his portrait was re-painted, and Biana says that she did it. It shows how Biana disliked the portrait, and that she didn't believe it represented Tam right. Even though it wasn't hers, and that it belonged to Tam's mother, she spent time and repainted it. I feel this says a lot about what Biana thinks of Tam. (It was basically was: Biana: *repaints the picture of you your mom made because I didn't like it and because it wasn't truly you and you're amazing and should be recognized as you are now not as you were before or like how your abusive parents see you as*). Physic/Livvy also says "not to spoil the moment" implying that Tam and Biana were having a moment.
There are a few other, smaller moments in the book, but these are the biggest and main moments. To my memory, Flashback has two moments and they're minor, but still say a lot.
It's when someone says that Tam should look in Everglen for clues and stuff, but Fitz says that his parents might not let him because of Alvar. Tam replies saying, "Don't worry. Biana would let me in." That means, despite the Alvar situation, Biana would still let Tam inside Everglen to search around. She also decided to help him.
Around the end of the book, when they're fighting the Neverseen, Umber shoots an arrow of shadowflux at Biana. Not Linh, who we knows means a lot to Tam. Not Linh, who Tam would sacrifice his life for. Umber didn't shoot the arrow at Linh, but at Biana. This could mean that Umber sensed how much Biana meant to Tam, and that he might've cared for her as much as he did for Linh.
Flashback was more of a Sophitz/Sokeefe book, so there wasn't a lot. Moving on to Legacy, there were a surprising about of moments, despite Tam not even being there. (Note that I haven't read Legacy, and that it's my least favorite book in the series, followed by Stellarlune.) I don't remember much from Legacy, but I do now some vague moments, but otherwise these won't be that good and that accurate.
Biana has mentioned, a handful of times, about getting Tam back. When she can, she brings up Tam. This means that even when he's not there, she thinks about him.
There was a few scenes in the book where Biana says that she misses Tam.
There's this one scene, and it's when Sophie and Biana are talking, and Sophie's "Happy Shadow Thoughts" t-shirt is brought up. Biana says how she really wanted to get one. This suggests Biana saying that she wanted to have the shirt because it was about/related to Tam. (She trails off, after saying that she wanted a shirt of her own, a look of longing and sadness appear son her face.) Biana and Sophie also talk about Tam's kidnapping, and Sophie comforts her.
After everyone walks up from being knocked out during Keefe's transformation, Sophie says that Tam will help them, and when Biana wakes up, the first thing she says is "Tam?" Since we already know that Biana missed Tam a ton, one can only assume that one of the first things she did after Sophie left was go and hug Tam...
And that's that for Legacy. (I swear that only good parents in Legacy was when it was about Tam).
Moving on, we have Unlocked and Stellarlune. Unlocked has this one moment (though it is a VERY important one), while Stellarlune doesn't have any Tiana (or Dexiana) moments. Let's do Unlocked.
In Unlocked, on page 676, Fitz teases Biana for rushing up the stairs to Solreef. He says that "she's dying to see Tam" and then stage-whispers to Sophie "My sister' a fan of silver bangs." While this is two facts for the price of one (that Biana missed Tam a whole lot, and that Biana finds Tam cute and likes his bangs), what Biana says next is "Really, Fitz? You want to talk about crushes?" And this is important, because Biana, sweetheart, when the hell did Fitz mention ANYTHING about crushes??? Hmm? When?? *proceeds to jump up and down because this literally confirms that Biana has a crush on Tam* (Biana also then blushes bright red after what Fitz said, and I quote from Sophie, "which was either embarrassment or confirmation. Or both." And we all know that when an author says "or both" 98% of the time, it is both.)
And that is that. All (almost all) of the Tam and Biana moments in the series, along with in-depth analysis for each.
Furthermore (yes, I'm not done), let's talk about the characters themselves.
Tam's character is shown as the stoic, quiet, and 'emo' character (he isn't actually emo, though. He's just seen that way because of stereotypes). Biana is the sparkly, bright, and the princess of the series. Their opposites. But they also have a ton in common!
Both have siblings (trust me, you can relate about siblings)
Both have expectations from society and their parents
Both have once been hated on (Biana with the Alvar situation, and Tam... in general.)
Both are underrated and underappreciated people.
Both can be snarky at times.
Both are stereotyped (Tam being a Shade and people automatically assuming he's evil/not a good person; Biana being a spoiled princess because she's the daughter of a powerful family.)
Both are important and valuable people.
Literal icons. They're so icon.
BAMF duo.
Traumatized.
There are other kinds of similarities between the two, but these are the main ones.
Either way, both would bring out the best in each other. Biana's brightness would bring out Tam's, and Tam would help Biana become more confident with herself. They would help each other with their trauma, comfort each other, and just help each be the best they can be. Tam would be able to talk to her about the Neverseen, and his parents, and Biana could talk to Tam about her scars, and Alvar. They even each other out and help each other be better. All in all, they're good for each other and would make each very happy.
And finally, here are some my Tiana headcanons to show you how cute they are <3
Biana buys Tam bouquets or flowers. One time, Tam mentioned that he liked flowers, and the next day, she arrived at Solreef, blushing a very bright red, and handed Tam a bouquet. Linh had to deal with a happily dazed and swooning Tam for a full 15 minutes.
They have movie nights at Solreef. (Solreef has a mini theater for when they watch human movies.) They'll cuddle up on the couch together, laughing and having fun, and falling asleep.
They are the MOST competitive people you will ever meet. On their own, they're competitive, but together, oh boy is it dangerous to be on the other side. Almost everything is a competition. Sometimes they've had to sit out in Base Quest because they made it too much of a deal. Sometimes the crew does Tam and Biana vs. Everyone else (Tam and Biana almost always win).
Tam's ticklish. Like, really ticklish. Biana's one of two people who knows (the other is Linh, though she doesn't really acknowledge it anymore) and she 100% uses it to her advantage. If she wants to go shopping but Tam's being a bit lazy, she'll just carefully graze her fingers on his side... Or sometimes she just wants to see Tam laugh. It makes her feel good. She loves him laughing, and smiling, and giggling. She gets all warm and fuzzy inside. ...Or when she's just bored.
Tam designs and makes clothing for Biana. (I headcanon that he's obsessed with clothing and fashion, like Biana is.) After Biana got her scars, he promised her that he'd show her that they can and are beautiful. A few weeks later, he comes to Everglen, and hands Biana one of the most gorgeous dresses she's ever seen. It was because of seeing how beautiful she looked in the dress did she start realizing that her scars were a part of her now.
Physical touch is probably their biggest love language. Like, no matter where they are, they need to be in some kind of contact. Walking in Atlantis? Arm around waist. Black Swan meeting? Hand holding. Lunch with the crew? Hand on knee/thigh.
Tam has very unnoticeable freckles around his cheeks, and sometimes Biana will just stare at Tam from across the room, counting them. (To be fair, she'd stare at him either way.)
Biana gives Tam a ton of compliments. He's never really been complimented as a child, or even now, so when they start dating, Biana's 10x more open about complimenting Tam. She'll start casually calling him "pretty" or "amazing" or "literally the best person in the entire world" etc etc. And since Tam isn't used to it, he almost always gets all blushy and shy and giggly about it.
Every time Biana hears Keefe joke about Tam being 'shady' and 'darkness in the flesh' she's smirking to herself because the Tam she knows is literally the cutest, funniest, and most adorable thing she's ever seen.
Tam's 6'2 and Biana's just about 5'5 (when they're completely grown). Tam teases her about being short.
Tam takes Biana out on dates in Atlantis often. He knows how much she loves shopping, so they'll go to a few shops and look around, and he'll get her a few things.
They're the biggest on cuddles. It's the most important thing EVER to them. They won't (intentionally) do it when others are around. Neither of big fans of that much PDA. But when its just them, CUDDLES <3
Tam's ace, so kisses are rare coming from him, and it makes Biana flustered. Sometimes, he'll kiss her just to see her blush.
They secretly date for the longest time ever, and at one point, they just don't care anymore and are way more open about their relationship in front of everyone. And obviously, they don't tell anyone about the sudden switch, so everyone's like "??? What??? When did they get so close??"
They love each other so freaking much and I ship them so hard I could EXPLODE
And you have it <3 Why I ship Tiana, and why YOU should too <3 thank you.
(tagging because I can): @keefe--sencen @swans-chirping-in-the-distance @frizzle-mcshizzle @theleopardstalker )
#this took way to long to do#I almost cried because there are so many beautiful Tiana moments but I can analyze every single one of them because my hands would fall off#its summer for me yet I spent the time to write a full essay#please tell me you ship Tiana now because I spent a very long time on this i've spent like 7 hours on this maybe all day#but it was worth it!!#Tiana vs dexiana#Dexiana shippers TAKE THIS MUAHAHAHA#I'm kidding I don't actually mean that#mya's tiana essays#I mean not really#Stellarlune doesn't have any Tiana or dexiana moments in it#so I have nothing to say to that book#kotlc#kotlc tiana#tam x biana#tam song#biana vacker#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc ships#my ship <3#shadysparkles#tags are a mess#kotlc tam#kotlc biana#biana x tam#tiana#kotlc headcanons#kotlc shitpost#kotlc rant#kotlc thoughts
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10 Shows, 10 Gifs tag | Tagged by @laindtt @simplegenius042 and @strafethesesinners
Rules: Post a gif of ten of your favorite shows without saying what they are and tag some folk to go the same.
Honorable mention bcs that scene never fails to make me laugh:
Tagging, @rhettsabbott @socially-awkward-skeleton @strangefable @purplehairsecretlair @wrathfulrook
@dumbassdep @la-grosse-patate @raresvtm @imogenkol @carlosoliveiraa
@icecutioner @simonxriley @aceghosts @finding-comfort-in-rain @cloudofbutterflies92
@josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @trench-rot @voidika @theelderhazelnut
@direwombat @captastra @g0dspeeed @thesingularityseries @killyourrdarlingss
@katsigian @shellibisshe @jackiesarch and anyone that would like to do the tag <3
#can you all tell i tried to match the gifs by color palettes somewhat :D#the way the ships featured have grabbed onto my heart and aren't letting go <3#(and YES i'm totally counting perez and chief as a ship after their scenes in s2)#dropping the show titles in order below in case any of the gifs catches your eye and you want to find out more <3#tagged <3#mygifs#tag games#favorite shows#the lost flowers of alice hart#song of the bandits#death and other details#tale of the nine tailed#halo#shogun#so help me todd#wong and winchester#invasion#the king eternal monarch#the great#tv show recommendations#animated gifs
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L.imbus moots! I evoke thee!!!
...So like. What's the consensus on G.regor? Cool? Not cool? Asking for a friend- (and myself)
#pan rambles#I haven't made any progress past like. the tutorial (And admittedly I'm still a little lost on how the fights work ;v;)#So I need to know if he's cool before considering anything-#I mean#uh#Just asking for a friend!#Also I'm once again inviting y'all to tell me about your f/os and ships from that game <3
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the feeling of not rushing anything while u are writing/working on a fic like there is no deadline, ppl have no idea and u can write freely until u stop and decide to talk abt it and then post it and i missed that feeling so much
#i wrote having a ghost in my bed like that#and it was the fastest fic i wrote#only the last chapter took me a month to start writing#but i remember writing that chapter in spawn of three days#and it's my fav chapter so far#anyways i'm missing the point#what i'm trying to say is when u talk abt a fic in here and lose ur interest it's gonna haunt u forever#like it was such a good idea and we all shared our thoughts abt that#but when it comes to writing#idk i feel lost so easily#anyways can u tell that i'm working on a new fic#i'm writing slowly which is better bcuz i'm not rushing anything#the best feeling ever#u are just writing for urself and not for an audience whom are not waiting for you to post#anyways i'll drop the name and ship here#jegulus kidnap fic#fic: this heart ain't yours to bleed#jegulus#jegulus kidnap au#this got long for no reason but since u read everything#here is ur biscuit#🍪#or cookie#wtvr
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hey you know that aventurine animation of him holding a gun to himself to goad ratio into shooting him because toxic yaoi but what if in the future boothill's on his knees jamming the barrel of his 9 millimeter into his forehead begging kakavasha to shoot him because oswaldo schneider died too quickly for him to get proper revenge but now that his prey is dead the powers of The Hunt are leaving him and his body's gonna shut down anyways but that was the original plan when he designed the body because he was supposed to die in this giant final showdown with schneider and now he's been robbed of both a satisfying vengeance and death and aventurine eventually pulls the trigger but nothing happens because his good luck kicks in and the gun is now jammed so they just keep staring at each other in total agony as the gun keeps click click click clicking with every squeeze of aventurine's finger as he tries to bring peace to the both of them but it isn't working and now both have to keep living past their expiration dates again and another hour goes by without them being able to move on with their loved ones and the horror of being forced to live longer and longer without them with no purpose or Path settles around them.
#hsr#honkai star rail#boothill#aventurine#can you tell i'm super excited that they're teaming up#could be seen as a ship but i like the idea that it's so fucked up that it transcends typical ship dynamics#because aventio is “you're so fucked up but if i lost you i wouldn't know what to do because who else is going to understand me”#but whatever the fuck boothill and aven have going on is more like#we're going to die. one day. we can't seem to die. we need this man dead. we've died a million times over. millions are dead#and we're the ones representing their hatred. we're the most optimistic people our friends know. they don't know how many times we've died.#i want you dead. i want us both dead. i want your enemy dead. we played the colonizers' game for so long we can't remember our birth names#and that doesn't bother us anymore. end me with your bare hands because the weapons our oppressors crafted could never be as efficient. i a#outwardly branded and so are you. i am inwardly branded and so are you. we speak the tongues they cut out our original ones to make room fo#and now the idea of going back is the most haunting part. i hate you. i want you dead but i need you here. no one else can kill the one i#need dead but only i can land the last blow. do you understand me. do you understand me.
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'why did you do this?' 'there's someone i have to protect in my heart.' LEE HAE F*CKING RYEON WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT
#tv: the worst of evil#the worst of evil#ji chang wook#bibi#kdrama#local gay watches TWOE (and ships everyone within sight).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#that's what he told her when she asked him why he did these things after the hallway bloodbath and now she is saying it#after her own. they have come this far and she knows everything about him that she does not wish to and she loves him and she#kills for him. he has let her go so she must let him go too when i tell you i lost it#like ma'am ty for your service in disposing of f*ckass detective but did you have to wreck me like that#half an hour left you're telling me i'm just going to keep getting steamrolled from here#there's no way Seung Ho is coming out of this fully intact upstairs. like he will have some sh*t knocked off the shelves fr fr
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Here I caved and decided to do Judgment ones
#incorrect quotes#judge eyes#lost judgment#some can be interpreted as more shipping dynamics but it's fine#who doesn't love a bit of kaigami/kuwagami/sugashi (i guess it's called that idfk)#slight tag rant time bc I needed something to clear my brain after gundam#friends and I watched the first movie (some of them had seen it before)#and god damn my ass was not ready for that#I was ready for maybe like an hour not a whole damn movie#forgor that gundam is depressing#they wanna watch movie 2 on saturday/sunday and I may just tell them to do it without me#and watch movie 2 on my own#ANYWAY rant over i'm going to bed <3
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i tried to buy some shit off a facebook group and i think i've been scammed and i'm really pissed off TWT
#it's a Webkinz buy/sell/trade group. (jess and i used to collect them when we were kids and then a bunch of shit happened and we lost a lot#of them and jess has been trying to buy back the ones we had? bc it loves them)#i sent them money via paypal 2 weeks ago. they hadn't shipped it so last week i checked in and they said they would be shipping the next da#they did not.#i asked Yesterday and they said they shipped it on saturday. but i have usps informed delivery so i would be able to see if they had?#unless they used fedex or ups?#but yesterday they said they would send me tracking info last night#they did not..#i don't know whether to tell paypal to refund me or wait a bit more.#like maybe they legitimately did ship it and forgot to answer me#or maybe they're screwing me#idk but i'm really upset about it bc i've also been buying secondhand stuffed animals on other groups and they've been great about shipping#like literally wonderful. so fast and showing proof and sending tracking numbers and everything#but this bitch hasn't been#they keep making posts saying they're selling webkinz and they've marked out the ones i bought#but they... haven't sent them#godddd#like hmmm idk i don't want to rob them if they did send it.#but i don't want to be robbed either!#and it's not even my money it's jess's! like.. it finds them and i handle buying bc i'm the secretary of the house and jess would die if#it had to message someone :'))) but it's my little sibling so i'll do it.#(jess is 22 btw i don't think i've ever told yall that?)#but anyhow! it's just annoying.#diaerie#long tags#sorry for rambling i'm just aggravated. >:(
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Jeanne and Kuni are the definition of "aren't you tired of being nice?"
#and kuni is the one saying that fbsjfvhbs#listen i just think jeanne deserves someone who would encourage her to actually be angry about how she's been treated#by strangers by friends and by family#on the flip side if jeanne says it kuni just kinda sighs and says 'when have i ever been nice?'#love these dorks#all who wander are not lost#ship: tell me that i'm not lost
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Hey, it's me. So, I heard that there's some weird tradition that when two people stand under this... Plant... They have to kiss. Not sure why this is a thing. I mean, it's just a plant. But, I dunno... I guess it IS nice to have an excuse to have to kiss you. Hm? Haven't you looked up yet? There's some of it above us now. So, shall we? -Kuni
Hehe, Kuni, you're adorable. I don't think you ever need an excuse to kiss me, I'll always be happy to give you one. All you need to do is ask, and even then I'd never say no. C'mere, silly~
#DYING ACTUALLY--#no y'all don't understand i am so weak for him being standoff-ish and tsundere but he honestly just wants affection#he's adorable and I'll stand by that#friendo anon!#ask meme#all who wander are not lost#ship: tell me that i'm not lost#christmas mention
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the funny thing about ouat is that we really were all watching completely different versions of the same show bc i straight up do not remember half of what goes on in the later seasons, but then it'll hit the obligatory sq scene and i'll realize ohhhh it's this episode and by funny i mean i want a&e on trial for their crimes
#i know the first 2 seasons like i know my own name but post 3x11 is where it starts getting fuzzy#i'm on s6 now which is where i officially fell off so it's actually (mostly) new to me but 3b-5 was a constant surprise#prior to this i couldn't have given you another ship's plot points to save my life lmao#also think it's hilarious that you can tell how scared they were of their own fandom bc it's like they're going down a checklist some eps#like we might not have been endgame but i still don't think we lost
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Suddenly wondering if during the brief year Elena was wearing the amulet of Avalor (as opposed to being trapped inside it), the amulet ever summoned a Disney princess for help like it did for Sofia multiple times. And if so if bb!Esteban ever got to witness it happening the way that Amber got to do a couple times w/ Sofia.
Specifically wondering if maybe, Elena could summon Elsa while Esteban was there. And then Elsa and Esteban could talk, and she could maybe help him see that even though he feels alone right now, he isn't and that he is strong and good and worthy of love--even though she understands how hard/unbelievable/impossible this seems (since Elsa herself has only recently come to this conclusion for herself through Anna's love and support).
(And maybe Elena overhears this and is devastated to hear how alone and self-loathing and sad her cousin feels and she makes it her mission to show him he is very loved). And then maybe, the Dark Times™ don't happen as a result of the much-needed validation that Esteban gets when he needs it.
#look i'm not saying esteban is elsa-coded but I'm not saying that he's NOT either#at the very least “dangerous to dream” from Frozen broadway has nearly as strong esteban + elena vibes as it does elsa + anna#'We can't dwell on what we've lost. And our secrecy and silence comes at such a cost.'#'I wish I could tell the truth; show you who's behind the door...'#' I have to be so cautious and you're so extreme; we're different you and I. And it's dangerous to dream.'#'I can't be what you expect of me. and I'm not what I seem. but I would love to know you. Is it dangerous to dreeeammmmm?'#elena of avalor#sofia the first#frozen#esteban flores#elena castillo flores#elsa of arendelle#the real question tho...should i ship estebelsa? hmmm....#honestly it's the first non-stf crossover ship for the fandom that does somewhat intrigue me#so maybe???#i hc them both as neurodivergent and bi so i think it would work
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I just got myself an early christmas present in the form of The Great Wave Lego wall art piece and I built it and it's amazing and beautiful and perfect and I love it so much
#noopa rambles#I put it on top of my bookshelf#and moved my whale art print on the wall next to it#said print used to be on the spot where the lego piece went so it had to be moved#I wish the print was a tiny bit closer to the wave but sadly there's a pre-existing hook on my wall#so I can't exactly put the print there in any other position bc the hook would be in the way#then I was like 'lemme put all my nautical decorations around it to fill a few empty spaces at the edges'#and ngl I ended up cackling bc I didn't even put a single compass there before it was full#I have so much nautical shit and I'm Living for it#I put my little spyglass there and I put my little lighthouse lanter in there#I already had my japanese diplomatical ship wooden 3D-puzzle up there#and let me tell you. the ship fits the vibes of the painting perrrrfectly#and then I put a littel book my mom made me that has a plants-meets-nautical theme#despite all these things I still somehow have three compasses and some other nicknacks around#I simply do not want to overcrowd the shelf#so the compasses can just keep living on my lotr shelf bc they designated Adventure#and one of them has not all those who wander are lost engraved on the lid so jfdjfd#it clearly belongs there and this way all three can hang out#the only thing I really need now is a globe#the lego set was so frigging expensive but it was on sale at my local toy store so I went yolo
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